Tuesday, February 22, 2011

frustrated and dissapointed. zhi zhu zhen de bu hui chang le. at least it don happen to me. now, i am lost, who betrayed who? you or me? you seem so innocent. you looks like you did'nt even did anything wrong. but you did. you left me behind without looking back. the distance between me and you are going further and further.
and you, i am afraid that i'll lose you. maybe one day my place will be replca by him. someday, i will be replace by someone. i hate thinking ike this but i can't stop thinking like this. the flash back in my mind is killing me. i found out you don need me much. please i beg you, let me feel safer.
you, maybe is me , maybe it's you, i don't know. i am trapped now. i don know why. you treat me so cool this few days. i hate this feeling. been leaving behind.

please, you guys that's walking away pleasa look back and see what or who you had left behind. and what you had did to them.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

我想我不会爱你

你的呼吸还有你的声音
你的呼吸穿过身体
我来不及反应
你的声音躲在耳里让我生病
谢谢你给的让我沉迷
让我丢掉了姓名
在好奇的时候拉不住眼睛

我想我不会爱你这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会爱你只是也许

你的叹息散落一地
让我歇斯底里
靠得太近一不小心弄伤自己
谢谢你给的让我沉迷
让我困住了自己
在迷路的时候舍不得离去

我想我不会爱你这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要放弃
我想我不会恨你伤的痕迹
住在我心底变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你害怕失去
所以逞强的远远看着你
我想我不会恨你只是也许

我想我不会爱你这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你伤的痕迹
住在我心底变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你害怕失去
所以逞强的远远看着你
我想我不会恨你只是也许