haiz

life is happy? sad? miserable? how many times i need to cry this year? hate it! hate it when i cry and i can do nothing to stop it! so terrible when i cry! nobody can comfort me, and there's just me alone when i cry! am i still alo0ne? no! i hv lots of friends out ther! thinking more and more maybe later i cry again! haiz, why me leh? also me! nobody else to hurt meh you all? so fun ah? but i still so damn stupid after so many ppl cheated on me. still an idiot! never change. haiz! change la! become smarter la. come on! i control my destiny! right! i can ! smile!XD