HUrTeD

Hurted by you, you seem so calm like nothing happened i don even know what's happening. then now i decided to run away i don wanna face you anymore since you don like it, it's fine to me. just fine. i will just quit and do nothing. please don ask me for help later. cuz you hurted me, i don wanna be the dumb girl anymore. being used and used. what? you think that i am so generous? help everyone that needed my help. like dungu ah? if i help you after this i must be out of my mind or i am already insane. you stupid foolish idiot person that i hated since this year. who are you to do so? who are you to treat me like this?

Bukan Cinta Biasa

Begitu banyak cerita
Ada suka ada duka
Cinta yang ku ingin tulis
bukanlah cinta biasa

Dua keyakinan beza
Masalah pun tak sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya

Cintaku bukan di atas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu dicari
Kerana kuyakin ada jawabnya oh...
Andaiku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
tapi tak mungkin
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapnya

Janji terikat setia
Masa merubah segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa

Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwaku sering saja berkata

Andai ku mampu ulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapan

我想我不会爱你 애인 친구 이상 이하

sometimes i look at myself through the mirror, i will think am i still me? you, make me like an dumb dumb girl, searching for a safer place for her to stay. what should i do? stop or go on? i am starting to be sick of the 'above friends below lover' talk, so ? so what, this is what you'll say. you don think that there's something wrong.
today, yuen said, everyone seems to have problem and everyone have been looking moody today. i asked, do i? she said, just the two of us don have. but the truth is the both of us have problems too. our own problem.
he seems moody, he seems moody too, she seems moody, she seems moody too.

everyhting is complicated and i am trapped!